Mission News
October, 2004
Work hard and cheerfully at
whatever you do, as though you were working
for the Lord rather than for people ~ Colossians 3:23
During my first two months in
Cairo, I have asked a lot of questions. Most
of them have been part of my effort to learn about the city and the culture that
will be my home this year. How
much should a kilo of cucumbers cost? How do I tell the taxi driver where I live?
How much do I have to tip the woman in the bathroom in order for her to
give me toilet paper? Why install traffic lights if the cars aren’t going to stop
anyhow? I could fill pages with
all the questions I have asked in these two months.
However, there is one
question that has been asked of me many times since I left my home on August 23.
Why are you here? Friends
at church, language school classmates, and coworkers have all asked me what I am
doing here. Why would I want to
leave my home and my job and my family to come here?
Many of you have asked me the same question. I would like to tell you I have a clear and succinct answer,
but in reality I ask myself the same question every time I encounter a
challenging situation.
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We have been in Cairo less than two days.
This morning I woke up and
discovered mosquito bites and ant bites all
over my arms and legs.
Why am I here?
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I’ve been eating Egyptian food for two weeks and my digestive
system
has finally given up. I can’t
eat anything and I have a stomachache all the
time. Why am I here?
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I have been studying Arabic for an entire month and I can still
barely
understand the guy in the grocery store when he tells me the price of
bread. Why am I here?
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For two months I have been trying to ignore the attention I get
on the
street, but every time I go anywhere people stare at me, call out to me,
and try to touch me just because of my white skin.
Why am I here?
This month I have been thinking
a lot about why I am here because of the continuing struggles with my job
situation. While most of the
volunteers have gotten settled in their jobs, I still do not have a schedule and
when I am scheduled to work, there very often is little for me to do.
I have started working at the seminary one day a week, translating
scholarship applications from Egyptian English into native English and doing
some other computer work. Three days a week, I work at the school.
I teach science vocabulary and lead activities in second grade classes
about four hours a week and the rest of my time at RCG is spent asking for jobs
and waiting for teachers to give me things to do.
The teachers, unused to having volunteers in their classes, are hesitant
to ask me to help with anything they perceive might not be “fun” for me.
This leaves me idle more often than I would like and I sometimes wonder
if my presence here is really helping anyone.
As I struggle to find places to
use my skills to benefit others, I am struck by how much I am already benefiting
from this experience. Realizing
that I am very likely going to benefit more from this year of service than the
people I serve is hard for me. I started out with big visions in my head of all the things
that I might accomplish in these eleven months in Cairo. Now, I have to remind myself that God may be working through
me even when I cannot see the results directly.
One of our orientation speakers, Dr. Winston Persaud, said, “we
aren’t going to take God to the world, we go out to be surprised by God and
what he is doing in the world.” Thinking
about these words and other discussions I have had with people here and back in
the US, I wonder if my personal interactions and relationships with people I
meet in Egypt might be more important than the specific job that is assigned to
me.
If I were not here, the seminary would still probably
get their scholarship applications finished on time and the girls at RCG would
certainly still learn science. However,
since I am here, every girl I teach will know that half way across the world,
there is at least one person who thinks she is important.
Since I am here, people who share in the stories and pictures of my year
will have the opportunity to view the Middle East through eyes other than those
of the American media. Since I am
here, some people will invite me to their homes, giving them an opportunity to
share their culture with a foreigner. Since
I am here, some of the stereotypes that Egyptians hold about Americans will
begin to break down and hopefully back at home some of the stereotypes that
Americans hold about Egyptians will begin to break down.
I could continue to speculate
about the things, both small and large, that might be accomplished by my
presence here, but instead I choose to continue struggling to find ways I can
serve the people around me, while trusting that God is working through me to
accomplish those things that are most important. So, this week, when I find myself sitting in the science
teachers’ room at RCG wondering why I am here, why I got out of bed early to
sit chatting with the teachers, I will not complain. Rather, I will try to look for unexpected ways in which God
might use me to affect the lives of those around me.
This month has been a struggle for all the volunteers as
we transitioned into our jobs, each with its own challenges.
Four of the volunteers also spent this month adjusting to living outside
of Cairo. Please keep all nine of
us, as well as the young adult volunteers in other countries in your prayers.
Also, in the aftermath of the hotel bombings in Taba, please continue to
pray for the victims as well as for a peaceful solution to the
Israeli-Palestinian conflict. Thank
you again for your support and prayers.
Salem (peace),
Lisa October
newsletter from Lisa Burke, serving with the ELCA in Cairo |